Learning To Say No... To Myself
I feel this with my entire sensory driven heart 2023 has rumbled into existence. Slow churning ripples, yet poignant and intentional. I've been looking forward to this year since 2019 simply because this is the year I graduate college for the 3rd and final* time. The first full week of the year and already have had some lessons dropped in my lap that have completely changed my viewpoint. I do enjoy these moments. The abrasion and awkwardness of it all. The temporary dizziness of feeling a new reality set in is nauseating and beautiful at the same time. My new dizzying realities include: I need to see things through: with my neuro spicy brain, I want to do ALL THE THINGS. This isn't realistic, but I have found my hoarding of projects to be legit. From volunteering for groups through school, and research/surveys, to special interest groups that pertain to both school and work, I feel the gluttony of projects. So naturally what happen
